Miscarriage

I just went through a miscarriage over the weekend. I didn't go to the hospital because I've been through all this before and I don't have insurance. It's my 4th one. I know I'm lucky to even have my baby girl. I feel guilty because even though I would've loved this baby just as I love my daughter, I'm glad I didn't have another baby. My child's father and I aren't ready to have another one. We're not financially stable enough.