This really spoke to me. I have been feeling like this recently. Telling someone was first step, that helped me! If you do scream or shout just say your sorry but you’ve been sleep deprived 7+months and have had your whole life turn upside down and it can be flipping hard to be calm and controlled 24/7 when all you wanna do is sleep! If there is someone that can just take little one for a walk or out for a bit sometime in week look forward to that little nap. Just remember you’re doing great.
Definitely seek some support - whatever this looks like for you…. GP appointment / inviting someone over to give you an hours nap / meeting a friend for coffee to have an adult conversation…. I find being out and about much much easier when we’ve had a tough night! It will pass 💕
Apparently looking at how tiny they're feet or hands are is supposed to help along with deep breaths or counting I'd imagine