I Want a Divorce. Now What?

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Team Peanutabout 1 month ago9 min read

Saying the words “I want a divorce” can be terrifying. And while this time is filled with a bunch of complex emotions, there is a future beyond this. Read on.

I Want a Divorce

Getting to the point where you say I want a divorce is a huge deal.

From pain and regret to grief to even a sense of relief, considering divorce can bring on a complex mix of feelings.

We don’t enter into marriages with the thought of divorce on the other end. But even the most perfect-seeming romances can become fraught with challenges.

For some people, staying in an unhappy relationship doesn’t allow for the growth and prosperity of either person. And for others, staying in the marriage can actually be dangerous.

Before we go any further, breathe. This is tough. We know.

We build our lives around each other, our kids, our pets, and our shared finances.

And when all of that unravels, it can feel as though it takes with it the ground beneath our feet.

It can all feel so impossible.

Beyond the logistics and dealing with your own hurt, there’s having to tell people in your life.

But there’s hope on the other end.

Just because you and your partner may go separate ways, it doesn’t mean you have failed.

There is a future ahead.

Let’s talk about what you need to know.

In this article: 📝

  • What are the signs that you should get a divorce?
  • Is it better to divorce or stay unhappily married?
  • Do I really want a divorce?
  • What to do first if you want a divorce?
  • How to tell my husband I want a divorce

What are the signs that you should get a divorce?

According to this study, the most common reasons for divorce are infidelity, domestic violence, and substance use.

If you experience any sort of abuse — physical, emotional, or financial — there are resources available that can help you.

The U.S. Department of Health and Human Services offers this guide to identifying domestic abuse and leaving an abusive relationship.

Calling the Domestic Violence Hotline on 800-799-SAFE is free and can be your first step to getting out of a dangerous situation. If calling is not possible, you can text “START” to 88788.

But marriages don’t have to be abusive to be over.

If you feel your relationship is no longer serving you, it may be time to end it.

Is it better to divorce or stay unhappily married?

In the US today, divorce is more common and less stigmatized than ever before.

Many marriages today end in divorce.

It’s often quoted as half, although this statistic is disputed.

The real number is quite a bit less than that. Either way, divorce is still common.

In contrast to just one or two generations ago, there is a lot more support out there today for divorced people and different family structures.

Some of the reasons people used to cite for not getting divorced — the kids will suffer, the wife won’t be able to support herself, etc. — are just not as applicable in today’s world.

That said, every situation is unique.

It might be true for you that staying married is a better option than getting divorced.

And you also have the option of being legally separated or getting an annulment, instead of getting divorced.

Only you can know for sure what’s right for you. But we can offer support for each other — and that can go a long way to getting clarity around our individual needs.

(We’re firm believers in this. That’s why this support group exists for moms going through divorce or separation.)

So the next question is:

Do I really want a divorce?

First up, it’s totally normal to have a lack of clarity around this issue.

What you’re feeling about getting divorced may change from day to day — and sometimes hourly.

Clinical psychologist and author Ann Gold Buscho tells us:

“It is normal to feel deeply ambivalent about divorcing. This is one of the biggest and most difficult decisions you will ever have to make. It is not a decision that should be made impulsively or without a lot of thought and work.”

There’s no one-size-fits-all do I want a divorce? quiz that will be appropriate for everyone.

But there are some questions that you can ask yourself to help you get some clarity.

  • Has there been betrayal, abuse, or neglect? If so, it’s important to think very seriously if the relationship is serving either of you.
  • Is either one of you struggling with substance use or mental health issues that have not been addressed with a professional?
  • Do you agree or disagree on important values-based issues, like how to raise your children or what your long-term visions for your life are? Maybe a discussion about co-parenting is in order?
  • When you look to the future, do you see your partner in it?
  • Do you feel as though you have given up on your relationship? Or do you still want to put in the effort to make it work?
  • Do you feel as though you’ve tried everything to make it work, and it’s still not happening?
  • Do you feel like you have grown apart in ways that will not allow you to grow back together again?

Practices like journaling to track your feelings can really help.

What to do first if you want a divorce?

If you have decided that you would like to get a divorce, here are some next steps to take.

1. Get support in your decision-making

Counseling can really help you sort through your thoughts and feelings around your relationship.

You can either choose to go with your partner or alone.

There are many reasons to go to couples therapy. In some cases, you may need support trying to stay together, and in others, you might need help ending things.

Either way, the process can help boost your self-awareness and the confidence you have in the decision you make.

And if counseling sounds daunting, speaking to a friend, family, or your Peanut community can help.

2. Provide support for your children

Try not to fight with your partner in front of your children.

And reassure your children as often as possible.

They need to feel as safe as possible in the changes that are coming.

Professional counseling can ease the burden of this major change.

Supporting your kids can be really tough when you’re going through so much yourself.

But it’s so important to spend time listening to their needs and concerns and encouraging them to talk about their feelings as much as possible.

3. Assess your resources

Beyond looking at your psychological and social support, it’s important to assess your basic needs.

If you’ve been sharing all your resources for years, it can be challenging to set up a new life on your own.

Lean on friends and family as you make this transition.

And if you are in danger, know that services like shelters are there for this very purpose.

4. Read up

This can be a super hard time to think logistically.

The more you learn about the divorce process ahead of time, the fewer surprises you will have along the way.

Each state is different when it comes to the legal side of things.

In some states, there is a difference in the divorce proceedings if you file based on “irreconcilable differences” vs. if you file for something like abuse or adultery.

Make sure you know your state’s divorce laws before filing.

Some other key points from Investopedia are:

  • It takes twelve months on average to complete a divorce.
  • The average cost of a divorce in 2019 was $12,900, usually with an additional $11,300 in lawyer fees added to that.

5. Consider legal help

The financial and legal implications of getting divorced can be very complicated.

The more you know ahead of time and the more expert advice you can get, the smoother the process will be.

If you’re ready to go ahead, the next step can be informing your partner that this is what you want.

How to tell my husband I want a divorce

Often, communicating with the person you want to end a relationship with can feel either heartbreaking or impossible — but it’s key.

That’s where divorce mediators and counselors can really come in handy.

The American Psychological Association outlines ways to have a smooth and healthy divorce. It is possible.

Again, there’s no one way to do this.

And if you are in an abusive relationship and/or worry that your partner might react violently, it’s best to first access support before letting them know that you are leaving.

If you feel safe telling your partner in person, here are some key pieces of advice from Sam Margulies, a legal expert in arbitration who has been mediating divorces for over 30 years with thousands of couples:

Consider where they’re at emotionally

Will this news blindside them, or do you think they will see it coming?

Pick a time when you won’t be interrupted

This could be a lengthy discussion, and you may need some time to talk through it.

Get rid of distractions as far as possible.

Do not defend yourself

Even if your partner responds with accusations, try not to get on the defensive.

This is not the time to air all your grievances.

It’s time to deliver news.


And try not to interrupt their response.

Tell them you’ve made your decision and that you won’t get involved in a discussion about fault.

(We know, this is really tough.)

Know that this will likely be the first of many discussions

End the conversation by assuring them you will be fair and that you would like to have this to go as smoothly as possible.

Going through a separation or divorce is incredibly challenging.

Know that it’s common for relationships to end and there’s nothing wrong with you if yours is reaching its final chapter.

Lean on your people at this time.

All the best. ❤️

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