I’m so sick & irritated. I can’t barely think. I have a 7 wk old. I’ve been supporting visits with the baby daddy, being openhearted and kind, trying to be accommodating towards him, and holding compassion for him. We don’t live together, trying to co-parent or something. However, he went to the Goodwill Bins several times, about two weeks ago. He got sick and got me sick. I told him to wear gloves and a mask because that place is FILTHY. Thankfully the baby hasn’t shown signs of illness. But I have a fever, body aches, and can’t breathe properly. I still have a 7 wk old to care for. And he thinks he had consequences of being sick?!?! Meanwhile I’m here actually caring for the little one, and I don’t have support… I feel like I hate him. What can I do to return to a place of softness in my heart? I’m sick, hungry, tired, in pain and not doing well. 😭