Canna-Mommas

Gotta keep myself awake would anyone wanna chat til I pass out? Would be cool to have someone to converse with

My bf literally never helps out and annoys the shit out of me, my toddler is super sweet but is also crazy and sends me over the edge, but I’m taking a hiatus rn while I’m pregnant and it’s been way too hard not to go rip my pen 🙄 I seriously can’t handle my hormones and emotions and my stress feels so unmanageable and I’ve just felt so angry since I quit. Please give advice 😭

I tested positive in the hospital almost two weeks ago. I'm about 31 weeks pregnant. They told me if the baby tests positive at birth they are going to contact CPS. I'm in NY where it's legal. I was also using it more medicinally then recreational. I've stopped because of the threat.

What do they actually do if a baby tests positive? I feel like if everything else is fine other then this one thing why would CPS even do anything about it? Do they actually get involved if that's the only issue?

Hello mamas, I haven’t been feeling so great lately. I don’t feel depressed. But I’m not sure what it is. I feel okay one moment then suddenly I’m overwhelmed and I get frustrated and my body gets so tense then I’m angry then I cry. Today is the fastest it’s ever happened, within minutes I went from 0 to 100. It doesn’t help that my aunts also have their grandchildren to help with so when I reach out they are busy. My cousins and I had kids around the same time unplanned. It’s like suddenly I don’t have anyone to reach out to. I had to change health plans so my therapist isn’t covered. I don’t have the greatest relationship with my own mother. My siblings are dysfunctional so I can’t talk with them. I don’t know what to do anymore. I go out but it doesn’t help. And I don’t even know what I’m doing for Mother’s Day. I don’t want to be with my MIL because she makes everything all about her only. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I hate that my baby isn’t getting the best version of me. Has anyone gone through this? What helped? How did you get rid of the sudden mood changes? Did smoking help?

And I pretty much do everything on my own without ANY help at all my anger and anxiety has been through the roof. I breastfeed and I smoke 3-5 hits in a joint because that’s already enough since I’ve been sober for a long time Does it affect my baby? Any advice? Thanks🤍