Hot Mess Express 🇬🇧

I want to stay over at my mum’s for a day or 2. Just with my youngest. I said he can look after my eldest if he wants to as he doesn’t want me going in the first place. He thinks it’s going to become habit. I find it a bit unfair. He doesn’t like my mum and he’s told me his reasons and I get it.. she’s said stuff in the past she shouldn’t have etc.. I just want to spend time with her before it’s too late. I want to feel like a daughter again. I just feel like I’ve been on mum mode for so long and just worrying about everyone else. I want it to be like how it used to. I guess part of me just wants to escape this life right now. I’ve been feeling really low mentally so I thought it would do me some good. Even though I will miss my husband and eldest whilst I’m there but I won’t get this time back with my parents as they’re getting older… am I wrong for feeling how I do.. I just feel really upset about it all. He’s told me it’s my decision but also that he’s just protecting his family…

I’ve been pregnant 4 times and have 3 babies, 3 C-section one natural birth, I’m 25 and really really struggling with self confidence right now. I’ve always been on the skinny side size 4-6-8 and always bounced back pretty quickly (within a couple of months) not really gaining too much weight during pregnancy but my recent pregnancy I was a size 6 before I got pregnant and now I’m a size 12-14 and just feel so uncomfortable in my own skin I don’t recognise myself anymore. I just live in really baggy clothes now. My body shape had changed also, and even when I try to make my self look good I still don’t feel good

A bit of a content warning before I go into this; I'm a survivor of SA and this happened nearly 5 years ago now and the case is still ongoing.

I'm currently 25 weeks pregnant and due in June. The case is in court again in may. I'm extremely worried about the stress this is going to cause me and how it's going to affect my little one.

I'm just looking to see if anyone else has gone through this or something similar to see how they coped, if the baby was okay.

Also did this affect the birth? Like having someone you don't know down there?

I don't know what to do and honestly freaking out. Any advice or comfort would be amazing

Any other mums have crazy colour hair? I’ve been blue pink purple in the past few months 😅☺️🩷

How do I get my fiance to help more Bec it feels like I’m doing everything I look after the baby while he’s at work he goes out with his friends but gene I go out I have to take the baby with me he leaves mess everywhere and when I ask him to clean it up he gets moody and we start arguing then I feel like a shit person