I really need some relationship advice, me and my fiance of 10 months have a baby on the way. I've seen him lose his faith and curse God then gradually grow closer to God and witnessed him receive him back into his heart. He is the most sweet loving caring and thoughtful Man but sometimes has demons he's battling. He's struggling with suicidal thoughts due to his medicine and attempted suicide. The devil has been attacking him, his life, finances, living situation I think mostly due to disobedience. I told him I want to repent and abstain from sex and wait on living together again (he is in the hospital I am at my mom's) my uncle is working on helping us get a house I said I would put him in the house and I'll stay at my mom's until we are married and then I'll move in with him in that house after marriage he got real upset and wants me to move in together before marriage. He said he'll just live at his mom's then 3 hours from me he said he doesn't want to live in a place that he doesn't know if someone breaks in he doesn't have me to wake him up because he is a heavy sleeper. I think that's just an excuse and retaliation.. idk. I've had this battle with him on this topic for the longest though and every time I feel like he's come close to accepting it he slips back. I talk to him last week and it seemed like he understood it but now he doesn't. Idk what to do I'm at a loss for words. My prayers and faith for his changing of heart have progressed a little bit.. Idk wether to let this go or stay. I want to have hope and faith for a change of mindset within him since he did ask God for a change of heart and God is seemingly putting him in isolation with God to change him most likely. I told him today that sometimes God puts you in isolation or a situation like this to bring you closer to him and I got an unexpected answer. He said "I know, well I didn't know until now, now I know" it feels very wrong to leave but it feels wrong to stay and we have a kid on the way I absolutely do not want a split up family again I want to raise my child with its blood father not alone or with someone else. Ultimately I know I'm not alone but you know what I mean. Any advice? What do I do? I am thinking I'll wait until after rehab and see where his heart is at then. He doesn't read a Bible because the print was too small so I got him a large print and just dropped it off to him but he can't have it where he is at now because it is hard back and could be used as a weapon (lol, which it is the best weapon spiritually) but he can have it in the rehab and read it there. What's your thoughts? Thank you
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