So I have been breastfeeding my 3rd baby for 26 (almost 27) months and I think naturally the time is coming for our journey to come to an end.
We are down to 2 feeds a day (once first thing in the morning, and once before he settles for the night) over the last few weeks having dropped a naptime feed, these two feeds have reduced in time and even though my periods had returned 12 months PP, this month it came a week early and I have feel like the hormonal shift has been huge. I can stop and cry at anything, the thought of breastfeeding ending can reduce me to tears at anytime, but on the flip I feel like the time is just about right but I feel its me who has the biggest emotional attatchment.
Breastfeeding has been so special, and created such a special bond between me and my son, but I think because my breastfeeding journeys with my first and second child didn't go as I had hoped, the determination I had and the emotional side has been so much more.
I guess I am just hoping to know if the feels I am going through are normal? He would carry on breastfeeding, he loves his milkie time and its a huge comfort for him, but reducing the feeds this far has been easier than expected, its our bedtime one that fills me with more anxiety, for both of us I guess.
If anyone has an personal experience please share and let me know I am not actually going crazy 🙈😆 if you have read this far, thank you.. not blubbering writing this.. honest 🤥