My daughter is now 6.5 months old and she never really latched on. From the very beginning I tried everything, multiple LCs, all sorts of nipple shields, SNS, night feedings, Osteopath, EVERYTHING. She was 2 weeks late and had a great latch until one of the nurses gave her a bottle. I believe this bottle destroyed our nursing relationship. I've been pumping exklusively ever since but now my daughter demands me more often: playtime, when she's upset, when she's tired etc. I can't keep up my pumping schedule and my husband wanted me to wean ages ago because he can see how draining it is. When they sleep, I'm awake to pump. I can't go out long hours because I get too engorged and have to pump. I hate pumping and would love to stop but i feel so damn guilty about it. I don't know what to do. I'm so scared that I'll regret stopping once I'm done. The only reassuring thing is that I have 4 months frozen bm supply. But I feel so guilty nevertheless.
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