Mamas with depression, anxiety, and other mental health disorders

It causes so much anxiety.. I can’t seem to open up and become close to anyone so all my friendship just feel surface level or friendly acquaintances idk how to explain it. I’m so afraid of getting close anyone anymore. Not only that it takes effort and I’m constantly exhausted. At this point it just feels easier to be alone. Although I do wish I had someone to talk to. There’s this lady in the neighborhood who I see every evening walking her dog on the phone chatting it up. Idk if it’s a friend or family member but she is very lucky.

We invited a few of my sons preschool best pals for his 4th birthday. Parents will be there and because we have limited budget it will be at ours and nothing crazy 🫠 How do you cope with (rich) strangers coming to your humble abode?.. giving me so much anxiety that they will see our home 😮‍💨 on top of that they all did massive parties in fancy venues and invited the whole school …

Heyy just a little post to say I would love to make new friends! I am very emotional at the moment as I’ve only known for 2 weeks now I am pregnant with my 3rd. Soon as I tested I went to hospital (they couldn’t find baby) so I’ve been getting constant HCG bloods done . My last appointment for that is tommorow and a scan . I’m scared because I was bleeding last week and honestly , I am sooo unwell this time around and so scared somthing is going to happen to baby. My partner is from Liverpool so it’s hard for us to see one another when I have responsibilities here and he has work there (until we move down) . I haven’t told anyone really and would love to talk/meet new people . I feel so lost and so unwell all I do is cry and be in bed if I’m not at work . 🌸❤️

I’m looking for any and all advice. I have had anxiety most of my life but this past year had been the worst. It’s at a point where if I leave my house I’ll have a panic attack. I feel so isolated and my husband as supportive as he is, it’s feeling a lot of pressure due to having to do the stuff I normally would. I have to do online shopping or even uber/just eat if I’m home alone and need something from the shop. It’s making me more depressed and honestly I don’t enjoy my life. It’s impacting my kids too. I can’t even attend my own dr appointment 😭 I’m under mental health and on medication but I’m reaching out to you ladies for absolutely any advice you can give. Tia xx

For a while noe I have been so anxious and I find myself crying more but I dont want my husband to worry so I end up doing it quietly at night so he doesnt know I feel like im letting everyone down