Haunted by unfaithfulness
Two years ago, he cheated. I forgave him and tried to move on. But now it haunts me, because last summer I found out more lies about it (it wasn’t a one-night stand. He tried for a relationship and had told her I was okay with it!)
I ambushed him about it, still don’t like the answers I got even though he apologized and said it’s the worst thing he has ever done.
I don’t feel like I’m allowed to bring it up anymore. I still have nightmares about it. It still haunts me almost every day.
We have a family together. How will I build trust again? Whenever ANYONE cheats, an acquaintance or someone on TV, I feel sick and can barely look at him.
Will it ever stop haunting me?