Recently, I’ve realized that I’ve become a stay at home mom and have no idea how that happened?!
I had my son almost 4 months ago and it was always my plan to go back to work. But lately my boyfriend has suggested that I hold off and just focus on our son. That seems all wonderful and grand, especially considering he’s happy to take on the financial responsibility. But to be completely honest, it was never something I wanted nor thought it would happen.
I loved my job and loved being independent and self sufficient... but what do I do now? Just even saying it out loud makes me feel ungrateful and selfish for wanting to go back to work. I mean, not every mom gets this time with their child - but as all of this is going on, I don’t even recognize myself anymore!
Now I don’t know what to do?