Hot Mess after dealing with toxic partner

Spent the last three and a half years with what I believe is a true narcissist borderline psychopath. Trying to heal is so incredibly difficult through the pain and realisation of it all, even though I was told exactly whom he was and shown exactly whom he was. Im just stuck in this weird limbo knowing its the right decision, wanting the future I was manipulated into thinking could happen, not knowing what the actual future holds but knowing Ill be ok. Im a mess today. A hot mess. A little lost.

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Sending so much love ❤️

Congratulations for leaving its the hardest thing ❤️

@Toni technically he left which is the hardest thing, but this time I didnt go begging back. He proposed in late nov and left early dec and has played games until a few weeks ago. But Thank You, it is hard xx

No exactly what you're going through I have been there You're not alone have faith God's going to open up new chapters in your life in Jesus name 🙏🙏

@Natasha take it as a blessing in disguise, it is all part of the toxic cycle, I’m currently planning to leave mine 🤞🫶🏼 xx

@Toni Im so sorry your going through this. The emotional rollercoaster is rough. Here to support if you need xx

@Olivia Thank You. Looking forward to the other side. Its just fog at the moment xx

Sending so much love 💕 I’ve been there and it is so hard but you got this

@Yasmin Thank you soooo much xx

It’s been 3 years for me and it still messes me up and upsets me when I think about it but slowly it does get better and the breaks between thinking about him get longer , you got this 💪

I completely understand, I have been there and it nearly destroyed me. What you should focus on and think about and try to feel some what excited about, is how much better your life can now be with that behind you. How much you're child/children will benefit, how you're doing what is right by them and by you. You can experience a new realm of life, a far better one, where you are in control and you are doing what is right. Try and embrace the empowerment and keep going! Don't look back sweet.