Residue: a small amount of something that remains after the main part has gone or been taken or used.
I feel this is all of me that is left.
I am such a disappointment to everyone, including myself.
When ever I talk about anything good about myself it is always in the past tense.
"I uses to be this", "I uses to be that".
I feel as if I am just existing, not living.
I don't think anything will bring my spark back.
I've tried a few suggestions that people have recommended to me (hobbies, women's groups, supplements, etc.) But to no avail. I feel so disconnected
I don't feel suicidal necessarily, but only because I wouldn't want to have to leave anyone with financial burden of my funeral.
I feel like a ghost.
My jar isn't half empty or half full, just empty.
I don't really have many reasons to be sad
But I don't really have any reasons to be happy either.
I try to stay busy with work and school, that seems to help. But when I am not doing that, I feel.....blah
I never talk to anyone about this because I'm sure no one cares, no one gives a shit about anything unless it is somehow beneficial to themselves.
I'm drowning in a very shallow pool of muddy water.
I feel trapped.