Having another child
I’m struggling because my husband has always said he doesn’t want to have another child (he’s got 2 prior to our 1), and I only wanted 1 and felt complete. Before I became a mom I wanted multiple so they could have a friend and play when the step-siblings are away, but after having 1 I’m feeling lots of feelings: I don’t want to have another because I love this one so much and I don’t want to share my love, this ONE is a handful, how could I stay sane and raise TWO with my schedule and lack of support, but at the same time I do want my child to have a full sibling to share a life with 😔 just feeling all the types of mom guilt lately and wanting some feedback and validation ❤️
If you don't want a 2nd child then that's that. Your child has their step siblings and they'll make friends as they get older. Do whats right for you. Your child will be ok. As long as their loved and taken care of that's what matters.