Getting really fed tf up with hubby's behavior! Rent

How are you ladies dealing with this? He doesn't put me first as in communication. I'm always the last to find out, and I'm married to him. It's a bunch of over things that's been pissing me off also. 😒 I'm really to leave. I'm just so disappointed in him and don't trust him. I've never not trusted him. Idk what to do. We have been together 8 yrs this year and married 2yr this year. I've given this man all of my great years(20 to now, about to be 29). Ugh, Wtf!🙄🤯🥴🙃