Scheduled for induction

I don’t think I’m gonna go to my appointment this week I’m really scared & the hospital I’m supposed to deliver at is no good they have a main hospital and a clinic I do all my appointments at the clinic and have bad experiences at both the clinic & hospital I did try to transfer to another hospital I was 35 weeks and the OB was upset over paper work so I walked out . Idk what to do at this point I wouldn’t mind having my baby at home .. but I know that’s not logical I think I’ll just wait until I’m 41 weeks ?