Lonely but not.
Most of the time I feel so lonely. I don't have any friends that want to hang out or do stuff with. I get these random boosts of energy and I'll just be so bored and I'll wanna clean my house or go hang out or do something but not alone and realize... I don't have anyone to do life with other than my fiance and kids. I sit back and realize that outside of the family I created, I'm very much alone. You grow older and things change, this is my life. 💞
I feel this. Our identity is swept up into our roles. Post pandemic we're all slow to go out and meet new people and then the age of social media tells us we are "friends" although it's not a human connection.