Just venting

Soo I’m 15 weeks pregnant and let’s just say it been an interesting journey. This is my first kid and in the beginning it was rough, morning sickness and dealing with the absence of a baby father. I feel lonely and I deal with depression and anxiety because I don’t feel the baby moving yet and it’s like what’s going on in there. I would always here women say pregnancy is lonely and now I understand, not only that I don’t have a lot of friends to hang out with if any. I’m sad cause having a baby is something I always wanted but with the help of a partner. Some days are ok and some days I wake up and am just sad. On a brighter note I’m thankful for making 15 weeks and I took the sneak peak test so I should know what I’m having and a couple days!!!! Hope all the other expecting mommies are doing well.