Positive pregnancy test

Hello I just found out that I am pregnant by an at home test. My last period was April 12-17. I'm currently moving out of my children's fathers home as he's abusive emotionally, mentally, and physically. I want to terminate this pregnancy, but with this Texas law, I feel so lost. I've been diagnosed with ppd and ppa. I see that I am unfit to be pregnant or to bring a child to this situation. It breaks my heart knowing my children are experiencing and seeing all the things that I have been enduring for so long. My kids father prohibited me from getting an IUD as it would "dirty my body" and he believes I got pregnant by someone else since he "was careful" but never used protection.