I feel so stupid … I feel like I should’ve just got an abortion when I first found out but we are here now

I am only 19 years old and a ftm. My baby daddy doesn’t want to be with me anymore and bailed out on me at the last minute. I have a few items but need more . Plz help . I don’t want money I’ll take gently use baby clothes and items. I have a registry just plz help, I’ve been getting in contact with wic and local churches for support and help but I literally have nothing. Ive been applying to work from home jobs but nothing yet. This is my last resort plz anyone. I’m located in the Chicago area. https://www.target.com/gift-registry/gift/ivy-registry