Tired isn’t even the word

I’m mentally and physically exhausted I’m so tired I’ve been damn near doing everything by myself since beginning of January this year almost 9 months pregnant and still get up every single day go to work wether I’m physically hurting,sick, tired from lack of sleep at night to make sure I’m able to pay my bills and keep food in our stomach all while I have a boyfriend who just started work maybe 2months ago he lost his job last year November and he just stopped looking for work or even wanting to work leaving me to do everything and he still doesn’t help he rather spend his money on stupid shit and lie about it rather than help me out or even buy the baby something let alone even help me save so that when I give birth we can get the baby circumcised before we leave the hospital I pay for all the food and bills and on top of that we don’t have a car anymore so I have to Uber to and from work and all my doctors appointments …I haven’t even done something nice for myself since august last year..and on top of that we stay in a small apartment with his mom in a small room and he just sits on his game every day watching YouTube and sitting on his phone gambling online … he rather do that all day then clean up or help me try to fit all the baby stuff in this small room … it’s a shame I even had to put all the baby furniture together by myself and was and organize his clothes after asking him for two weeks to help me out considering I work 12hours every day and he only does 3 8 hours shifts a week and that’s if he doesn’t call out or leave work early he’ll rather wait until the last minute to do it I’m 34 weeks pregnant and the baby is measuring 4 weeks ahead I don’t have much time left … I honestly just want to give up this relationship and take care of my son by self I’ll rather do it by myself than have a grown able man just in the way …. Am I wrong for feeling like this ???