My bub has not been the easiest since he was a baby... I'm losing my mind these days, I feel like I'm not present. I'm always irritated. I don't want to be like this. I'm being a horrible mum.
--He doesn't like baths
--Doesn't like to eat
--Has never slept properly in the night
--Wants to be held all the time, doesn't play on his own even for a minute
--He is sick at the moment, fights and cries horribly to take medicine
I'm only seeing the negatives in my baby.
I had a horrible childhood ( narcissistic mother) and absent dad. I feel like I'm turning into my parents. I'm always irritated.
I'm doing it all alone since he was 4 months, husband is in a different country.
Is this ppd! I don't know what's happening