Epilepsy

Do any other mums on here have epilepsy, I'm struggling with mine and it's mainly due to the fact my son has already witnessed 11 or 12 different seizures 🥺, and I just wanna know if I'm alone on that one or not even if someone's had one or 2 I could use someone to talk about it with as no one else in my family or close group have epilepsy and those who have, had seizures have passed on 🥺