Fear of change
This has probably been posted about before but I’m just in need of some reassurance that I’m not a terrible person/ mum to be…
I’m SO excited to become a mum to my baby boy in a couple weeks, it’s all I’ve ever wanted, but as it gets nearer I’m a bit scared of everything changing.. Going from it just being me and my husband, being able to just do things for myself etc.
For example, my best friends are all going abroad tomorrow to celebrate one of their 30th birthdays , I was supposed to be going but obviously now I’m not. Of course I’d rather be pregnant but part of me feels gutted I’m not there too. I should say they’ve been incredible throughout my pregnancy and great friends, but they’re at a different stage in life and soon I’m going to have a child to support and care for whereas they can continue how things are. I still get worried they won’t stick around once baby’s here and I end up distanced from them. I hope that doesn’t sound bad 🤦🏼♀️
Hopefully I’m making sense, thanks if you’ve read it all, just late night thoughts when I can’t sleep 😅😩