Diet controlled - but getting harder to resist
Ok this is just a rant. Feel free to ignore me. I know in the grand scheme of things I'm very fortunate.
I've been very lucky and been diet controlled and the midwives have been very happy with my numbers. I've even gone down to testing every other day. I'm 35 weeks now. Having a few seperate issues including horrid pelvic and back pain making it harder to move.
But I'm so uncomfortable at the moment - I just want some comfort food. So ready for this baby to be out. I'm finding it harder to stick to my diet, especially on the days I'm not testing. It's like I'm giving up. Which of course makes me feel guilty. I went into the shops to try and find the lowest sugar biscuits I could and ended up getting some shitty soreen loaf which tasted horrid and I just spat it out. I just want a chocolate donut 😩😩
This baby better come out in two weeks (nhs said I can safely deliver at 37 weeks). I need sugar and carbs!!!