Does it get better?
Today I was supposed to go shopping w my mom and then my bf was supposed to watch babygirl. Bf took to long to come back home and so mom changed her mind and now wants to stay home. I haven’t left the house in weeks and I’m going crazy, don’t want to be alone being out due to anxiety in crowds . I haven’t bought myself something new in MONTHS . All I wear now is black and baggy. I can’t leave my baby girl for 5 minutes cause she barley sleeps and if she does she magically knows if I leave the room. I can’t do anything anymore , not even clean. I’m lucky if I can even prep /clean bottles. As soon as she turned 2 months she’s been like this . She won’t sleep longer than 30 minutes. Please tell me it gets better cause I hate not being able to do anything. I feel like a horrible person and mother tbh .