Be honest

So me and my boyfriend have been on and off for a year and back together officially 2 months I just found out I’m pregnant by him with what will be my third baby and his first he wants to keep the baby ofc I’ve already had 2 horrible pregnancy experiences previously with 2 other men (healthy babies just drama filled) part of me really wants to keep the baby the other half feels like it’s already did not work 2 other times why would it this time he so excited for the baby he even started picking names but to make matters worse we are not in the best financial position to have a baby right now either I’ve expressed these concerns to him and he says he supports what ever I want to do but I can tell he doesn’t even want me to considered the A word 🤣 I’m just not sure what I should do any advice?