Boobs postpartum

Idk what I even want ppl to say here, just venting I suppose but I’m having a c section in a week and I know this may sound vain but I’m worried about my boobs pp after breastfeeding. I have a lot of body image issues for various reasons from my past and my boobs are something I genuinely like about myself and don’t want them to “deflate” after BF. Surprisingly I’ve dealt with the changes in my body pregnancy has thrown my way pretty well but I don’t know how I’m going to cope pp! I know it will be the least of my worries when I have my baby etc etc. but I wanted to post as it is something making me anxious. I want to teach my baby confidence and to love themselves but it’s going to be so bloody hard.