Just a little sad.
My car has been broken for 2 weeks now. I’ve been walking and/or ubering everywhere and having to DoorDash food and groceries. it’s just so draining. I’m so tired of feeling like I take 2 steps fwd just to get knocked 10 steps back. I just hate that as soon as I feel like life is getting better some other shit happens that keeps me stuck in this same position/situation and I literally just can’t afford to fix it. I just need a way out…because the only way I can fathom finally having my freedom is just to not be here anymore. But I also can’t just leave my child alone. I need something to change. I need life to get better.