When my husband gets really mad at me, he defaults to name calling. You name it, he has called me it. Bitch, c*nt, f×cking loser, crazy, psycho etc etc. The other day he called me a f*cking loser because i asked to sleep upstairs (away from our baby so i could get a decent nights rest)..which is normally where he sleeps..so he isnt woken up in the night. Im also 6 months pregnant and just needed a good nights rest. He never apologizes and feels he is justified.
I know i dont deserve this, but i also dont feel ready to solo parent with one on the way and with a 2 year old.
I feel like i could *maybe* try to move past this and try to save our family if at least there was an apology and accountability that the way he behaves is wrong.
Yet i feel like i cant even have a conversation with him about it because it just results in him throwing it back in my face, blaming me, and never apologizing.
Is this abuse?
What would you do if you were me?
In the back of my mind i am slowly starting to think of a way out after my next is born...
In no way is he physically abusive, but i feel like he is verbally/emotionally every couple of months or so. Not daily.