Still in need of some baby stuff and could really use some help

I hate to even post this. I've been out of work for the last almost 2 years, due to health reasons and actually ended up getting pregnant with my daughter who is due next week. I have an almost 18 yr old son, so I'm starting literally from scratch. I live in Watkins Glen and don't have any friends or family around. I hate to even ask for help, but we're barley making it right now until I'm finally cleared to go back to work from my health issues . I'm usually the one trying to paying it forward and trying to help anyone is need but this time I need a little help. I'm in need of swaddles, car seat and stroller, a bottle sanitizer, tummy time play mats, boppy pillows, the full swaddles that size up, a grooming kit, wipes, bath tub, and bath essentials. Shampoo ,body wash, butt creame, baby lotion, baby robes and wash cloths, diaper back pack, don't have much room at the moment so In need of some storage baskets and a laundry basket. I'm also in need of a baby play gym and some items that help with their early learning, the books and cards you ppl use for early tummy time. There's a few other essentials I will needing but I didn't want to overwelm the situation.It's a beautiful babygirl that's coming C-section next thursay.I feel so embarrassed even asking for help, If there is anyone that could find it in. Their heart to help me, I will definitely pay it forward and donate the stuff I have for my babygirl when I'm done for someone in need. If anyone at all could help me, truly I couldn't thank you enough. I don't have a registry due to not having a baby shower or family or friends that could help me at all. I truly thank you in advance if anyone could help in anyway. I can promise.one thing anything I have or get for my babygirl will be passed down to mother's in need Thanks ladies for at least reading this and not judging me, writing this post was hard enough.