Struggling

I’m really struggling to keep positive as I reach the end of my pregnancy and I don’t know what to do about it. I’m finding it harder to breathe as she gets bigger, I’m noticing I breathe really heavily now and it’s loud and even just walking around and up and down stairs is becoming difficult. The pressure in my pelvis is unbearable at times it’s like she is pushing and pushing her way out - yet nothing is happening in regard to labour. I’m 40 weeks on Saturday, I’m not due to have a sweep until I next see my midwife next Wednesday at 40+ 4. Not that even means anything will come from it. To be honest the thought of still being pregnant next week makes me want to cry. I know I shouldn’t wish time away but I’m really struggling mentally now and just want my baby to make her arrival - I’m ready and I’m so fed up of being in so much pain everyday and wondering if I’m gonna go another day in such a negative mindset 😪😪