Feel so empty

Feeling so alone and empty right now.. in February I kicked my then partner of 5 years out.. he'd become addicted to drugs and was being verbally abusive to me, putting drugs 1st, was basically ignoring me and our daughter and my son from previous relationship..I'd tried for months to help him but he just got worse.. I hoped kicking him out would give him the kick up the ass he needed.. but it made him worse.. more angry with me than ever.. I was distraught.. I've recently found out he's moved on and moved in with someone else already. Even introduced our 2 year old daughter to her and has been lying to me about where he's been taking her.. I have no trust in him now. I'm not over him. I know we weren't meant to be but I just can't get over all the hurt.. for someone who told me I was his everything, he sure did move on quick.. I tried and tried to talk to him after the split with him. After a while he said he missed me and wanted to come home and work on things but then changed his mind a few days later.. I'm not close to my family for emotional support. I have no friends at all..I'm barely holding myself together atm and am only going because of my kids. I spend my days either silent or kid/baby talk. How can I move forward.. move on.. be happy again if I have no support 😫

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So sorry your going through this lovely you are more than welcome to message me xx

If you are feeling really low mood I was speaking to a gp and you could possibly get some counselling to help you move on in your mind. Try go to toddler groups so you can speak to other mums, getting out of the house and into the community will help you not feel so alone. I'm single mum of 3 boys and they don't see their dads often as they live 4 hours apart. So I get the loneliness! Try to remember that u did the best thing for yourself and your kids leaving the relationship. I'm sorry he moved on quickly but if he still a mess then I don't think it will be a healthy relationship and just be glad he's not your mess to sort out now.

You put your children and yourself first which is amazing. If he’s moved on so fast he obviously cannot be alone and that’s on him not you. I have no village or family and my sons dad left us 5 weeks ago no explanation just done and I will be honest I’ve been low. I have reached out to my GP and am now getting the help I need right now for my children and me to move forward. I’m a message away if you want to chat

I don't know what is going on with me.. First few weeks I was fine. But the last few weeks I've been an emotional mess.. breaking down as soon as I'm home, constantly fighting back tears..

I think you go through stages, like grief. I know I have gone through different emotions at different points

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