So much weight
At a point where I should be happy because I’m alive & things are not so bad but I’m just not happy. I just got out of a 16 month relationship with my ex boyfriend who lived with my daughter and I and I feel so abandoned like when her dad left. My head hurt today. I cried and cried! Trying to get myself to fight this confused ass feeling everyday. One day I’m good and one day I’m not. I been in my bible more & fasting to get closer to god. But most times I just feel so down. Being abandoned twice in two years is A LOT. My daughter is stuck in between a court battle so she’s not seeing her dad until further notice (his decision)… I’m just over everything. I feel I failed her twice.
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@Nai sorry I’m now seeing this .. the worse feeling was seeing her so hurt. It’s been a few weeks & she still asking about him. We also recently got a dog and I made him take the dog as well cause I didn’t want a reminder of not finishing something I started again. We were literally a family & I feel completely played 😢 but thank you for your kind words. Our routine and mood has definitely gotten better
Aww I’m glad things are getting better. It’s only been a few weeks so take it one day at a time. Don’t be so hard on yourself mamas
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You haven’t because most times in relationships we don’t have control over that. Don’t take the guilt. I been in that exact same situation before. My daughter was 3 years old and within a year later that relationship failed. She was hurt because she didn’t have her father close too. It will get better, it takes time.