Christmas

Anyone else really struggling to get into the christmas spirit this year? I love christmas, it's my favourite time of year and everyone always jokes about how much I love it. I'm really really struggling this year though. Our LO is 6 months. He's a terrible sleeper at the min, I've done no christmas shopping. I just feel so tired and so down alot because of it. I hate maternity leave because I'm so lonely. I literally just get up, look after my baby all day, dad comes home, I feed everyone and then baby goes to bed. His poor sleep starts about an hour later and lasts til morning. I really wanted his first christmas to be perfect and its just not happening. I feel like I dont have any time to do anything nice to get in the christmas mood. Sad times.