I feel you massively! I found out last night my best friend has actually deleted me off social media after refusing to speak to me since July. I bumped into her when our children had a rugby tournament and she was so funny with me. I really can't be bothered with people like that in my life anymore. I literally have my family and my partner and I feel so lonely and depressed. But I also feel ill from this pregnancy constantly too so I don't have the energy to do anything other than nap. I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you have people around you to talk to about it all or just for a cuddle! X
I’ve definitely felt my mood dipping at points. We had a missed miscarriage in May and it was very traumatic and I still find it hard to talk about so I know my friends are very much excited for us but trying to respect the place I’m in mentally. I’m finding it hard to get excited about this pregnancy because I’m constantly worried about another miscarriage so I know that’s also hard for others to navigate. If you really care about them I’d try to at least have a discussion first and tell them how you’re feeling, they may also have a lot going on in their lives and be truly oblivious to how your feeling. Pregnancy and post partum is a lonely enough time, try to not isolate yourself more than necessary. Hope your feeling better soon and I’m so so sorry for both your losses 🤍🤍