I’m pregnant…

I’m grateful I’m in a committed relationship and pregnant but my first baby isn’t even 1 yet and I am dealing with postpartum anxiety and depression. I can’t believe it so I’m gonna take a 2nd test during the day. One of my friends know. I’m planning to tell my boyfriend maybe on Friday but we been using condoms so idk how this happened. Ik condoms can fail but I was hopeful it wouldn’t. Before having my first son I had fertility issues so I even thought baby #2 wouldn’t come easy. I think my fear of telling him comes because when he found out about our baby #1 he would leave and go on 1-2 hour bike rides to clear his head. He was SO STRESSED about money so with a 2nd baby I have NO IDEA how he will react. The living situation isn’t ideal so we are trying to move ASAP I am hoping to move early May. I am also looking for work (I’m in college.) but while I’m on break I can safe up as much as possible. Idk how I’ll navigate school with a newborn either. I am so scared idk what to think or do.