Sick of life.

I fele like this for years now...I m so sick fo life...I hate it all...I hate people I hate where I live....I feel like I ve been screwed over in so many ways..I work at school and I hate people in there and parents of kids I work with e en though they don't work they have cars and holidays and houses and I in a flat have no car no relationship it's shot everything...its a sunny day I cane even put washing out...can't get swimming pool out..juts gonna sit on firm of telly all day..no parks around and I can't even be bothered getting ready cause I m so drained.. completely on my own.. i can't ask anyone for advice or help.juts borrow money to survive....I juts want cray all.the time .