Best day..ever!!

So many emotions today. Everything was so positive today with my visit. First of all, Cora has already checked one thing off her to-do list for going home!! She no longer has her PICC line!! Little baby unicorn is on nothing but breastmilk!! She still gets a little calories added, but this is fantastic news!! Only a few more goals to meet!! She’s on 14ml of breastmilk, her max is 17, so she is doing really well there too!! Today I changed my first diaper!! Thankfully, she was easy on me and she didn’t poop!! 😂😂😂 And then, for the greatest thing that happened today, I was able to hold her for the first time. The nurse put her on me for the first time and an overwhelming feeling came over me. And I cried, well more of a whimper because I wanted to be so gentle with her, and I felt whole. I felt like everything in the world had stopped at that moment for us. It’s a feeling I can’t describe. We got to have skin to skin time for 2 and 1/2 hours, which at one point I was at such peace, that we dozed off together. It was a beautiful moment. And at that moment, everything felt right in the world.

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So happy for you mama!!! ❤️❤️❤️ just teared up reading this, so sweet. God bless you and your daughter!

Awww go baby girl!.. what a beautiful post!. and hugs to you mumma! I know what you mean about the feeling of something coming over you... when it felt like it was ages away when bubba is in nicu etc ... so pleased she is kicking goals! xxxx

I love it! Your post brought a giant smile to my face. I’m so happy for you. Wish you guys the best and more cuddles!! 💜

So beautiful. Glad to hear she is kicking goal. Enjoy it mama. Shows the strength in you to so be proud of yourself. X

🥺🥺🥺this made me tear up..so happy for you mama🤍

Omg I cried reading this💕 your daughter is beautiful. I know the feeling, our daughter was a NICU baby. She nothing short of a miracle for us:)

Congratulations beautiful, beautiful, beautiful! I almost started bawling reading this is such a clear depiction of how amazing motherhood is! You’re one strong mama 💪🏽 one step closer!

Congratulations! So happy for you!!!

That's great that you've been able to hold her ❤️
First night just before going to sleep with my eldest and gave her a really big hug and cried out of happiness because I had been through so much and waited a really long time to get to that point ❤️❤️

Prayers 🙏🙏🙏 beautiful 💜😍

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Family culture difference on money

Sorry this is long, I hope some of you get to the end and give advice!!!

So I’m a very thrifty person, things are tight at the moment, the cost of living crisis and my house is heated by oil so things are extortionate. We aren’t on the bread line but we aren’t flush, hubby might be made redundant so there is some financial pressure.

Sometimes I buy my sons something nicer, on the justification that I can sell it on after (♥️ vinted ♥️). I have also been planning on pretty much breaking even most of the baby things I bought from face book market place, side by crib, baby changing unit, etc.

Hubby and I have different money cultures with our families (he’s Indian, I’m British). I’m my family we don’t mix money, we would help each other out if someone was in trouble and will get each other gifts on special occasions. With hubby’s family money is much more fluid, they will give each other things worth thousands of £ just because.

Hubby’s brother bought him a new laptop and a new Google phone, he’s been very generous to hubby. Hubby hasn’t given the same back because brother is much richer.

Hubby and I mostly share finances. If it’s relevant I’m the higher earner.

Now to the point! My babies are so cute they’ve given hubby’s brother (currently single) baby rabies. He’s asked for our baby stuff when we’re done with it. He’s been so generous to hubby I feel really stingy saying no. But I’d never have bought some of the stuff if I wasn’t going to get a return on it - the thought makes me a bit anxious. If we gave all our baby stuff given the second hand value it still wouldn’t equal what the brother had given hubby.

I thought maybe I could give him some stuff but sell some stuff, but hubby said then his brother will just have to go out and buy that stuff, so I should name my price and ask his brother for the money. That makes me feel very uncomfortable, given how generous the brother has been to hubby.

So what do I do ladies? Give it all and suck it up? Give part of it and sell parts on Vinted/FB, or ask hubbys brother for money for it and be uncomfortable? Or do you see another solution?

No one is being entitled or rude here, just a culture difference I need to navigate.

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