Need some prayers
I went to the hospital Fri night for bleeding. Turns out I have placental abruption, about a 3cm spot. Baby also has an arrythmia, or as the doctor described it, a "heart hiccup". Basically his heart goes 3 normal beats, then misses a beat, then has a double beat.
My contractions were 2-5mins apart all night and all day. They've died down now, or at least they're not so painful.
I want to get my c-section and get this over with. I'm scared to go home with a placental abruption.
I've had 2 hour-long ultrasounds and 2rounds of steroids to boost baby's lungs. I haven't slept since Thursday night and I'm in so much pain. They've given me morphine twice, but no consistent pain meds.
I'm tired, mentally, emotionally, physically, everything. I'm drained. I can't keep going like this. I really want this baby out! But if they won't do that hopefully I get to go home tomorrow and sleep in my own bed!!!