TMI about PP sex is awful

I want to be intimate with my husband, but all I can think about is the nurses shoving their hands up my vajay to check my cervix and see where baby was at. It's uncomfortable and it's been 2 months since the last time. I can't even get myself to talk to my husband about having sex because of it. I used to want sex all the time, but now it's all changed and I don't know what to do.