Becoming athiest

I decided I don't believe in god anymore. If he even is real he doesn't care about anyone, no loving God would allow the kind of crap that happens in this world and blame it on "free will" but when it's convenient for him take someone's free will away. I'm done with this religious crap, nobody's looking out for us

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Hello Morgan, it's normal to feel angry or lost. It sounds like something may have happened to bring on these feelings. Whether or not you feel comfortable sharing more, I'd urge you to spend time in prayer. God truly loves us and though we may never understand his ways, all things ( blessings and struggles) work out for our good. ( Romans 8:28) I used to have similar feelings years back and it wasn't until I started reading the Bible for myself, not just listening to sermons, that I began to understand God's love. And In prayer I realized my strength was not enough and I needed his grace all the time. I hope and pray that you believe again because there truly is no better way. 💕

@Lewa the only reason I'm debating going back is so he doesn't kill me or my daughter, because I feel that's the kind of God he is, some big narcissist on a power trip who doesn't care about anything but everybody praising him. Bible has all these scriptures about how our faith heals us, and yet there are devoted Christians praying every day for healing who die. There are innocent children being abused, I could go on, but we're expected to believe it's all just God's "perfect" plan and timing? So he planned for destruction then? I think he wants us to suffer so that we'll go to him even more and boost his ego. Everyone uses Job as an encouraging example, but it's not comforting, it's terrifying. Basically what that story is saying is that no matter how faithful and devoted you are, God will still let your life be destroyed. He destroyed jobs life just to prove a point to Satan, who he owed no proof or explanation to. Why should I bother praying for protection and such if it doesn't mean anything?

I feel like we're just his puppets for some power trip

Hi Morgan, I’m new to this page and just saw your posts. I’m so sorry you were struggling a few months ago. I know how hopeless and abandoned we can feel when the devil sinks his teeth into us and our lives . Tonight i will be praying for you. No matter where your at in your current situation I will be praying that chains are broken off of you and you willl encounter supernatural healing and relief In Jesus name .