Getting out while you should.. I guess
I don’t mean to put this here to brag because I sure am not proud tonight. Nor am I happy with how this has ended. I mean, it hasn’t truly ended yet. This is just the beginning. Tonight I walked out of my mother in laws house after two nights of my husband exhibiting borderline abusive and controlling behavior. In the midst of frequent arguments over the last few days building to him dehumanizing me by saying I couldn’t pee in private, blocking me from leaving said bathroom while I was holding our child and getting so frustrated with a set of 6 months old pajamas that he ripped them to shreds in front of our child… I am filled with mixed emotions tonight. But mostly grief for the life I thought I’d be living by now. And guilt for not being able to provide the best for my child like she deserves…
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I was once in a abusive relationship. Physical, verbal. I know how hard it is to get out. Congratulations. You did the right thing. No one deserves to be abused at home and live like they are walking on eggshells constantly. Be strong mama. Just know, that you made the best decision you could have made for you and your child. As parents we have our babies childhoods in our hands, we can either make it or destroy it…. And you took the necessary step to give them the best childhood away from toxicity .The love for your baby will keep you strong and going ❤️👏🏻 Time will heal all wounds, and one day you’ll find the right one ☝️. When you feel sad just look into your baby’s eyes, that right there is the purest love in the world.
I am so sorry you’re going through this 😔😔😔I really don’t understand why there are people like your husband who do this to their wives…… please feel free to reach out (if you can - I am new to this app so not too sure how it works). You WILL provide your child the very best, by not staying! I can tell how much you care about that child, and trust me - coming from someone who was experienced so much trauma during childhood, your daughter will thank you one day!