Feeling lonely
I always thought people said not to be with someone with a kid thinking it would be too hard to love the child as your own . But honestly it’s all the coparenting . The sharing . The sacrifices since it’s NOT your child . Loving the child is easy . Then having to deal with all the traumas that a blended family comes with . It’s a lot .
It is A LOT. Your feelings are true, it’s everything that comes with loving that child that is tough. I say at the end of the day it’s only worth it if YOUR partner is worth it.