I haven't had a choice but to pump because my baby won't stay awake longer than 5 minutes when I breastfeed. I was constantly worrying she wasn't getting enough and I was getting too full because of my oversupply. She is almost 12 weeks and I've still been trying to breastfeed more than pump and it hasn't worked. I completely understand why you feel stressed. The most I have pumped is 7 times per day though. Now I'm doing 5-6 and breastfeeding when I can because of how consuming it is. Praying you can get your supply back up🤞
I put on American dad and play Minecraft while I pump
I had to pump because my baby wouldn't latch, and then as she fed better, I slowly replaced bottles with direct feeds. It was so much hard work!