10 years

I’ve been with my partner for 10 years. We had a baby three years ago and we haven’t had intercourse since I just don’t feel like I want him any more i’ve just feel like I’m in love anymore like I’m exhausted. I always was the one that had to come up with solutions . I was always the one to have to plan everything I think in the last 10 years. He’s probably taking me only on two dates whenever he used to have a bad day at work. I brought him things. I brought him a little gift to just show him that it’s okay and I appreciate him and I thought about him. I never asked for anything ever we struggle together. I never pressured him. I always tried to encourage him and support whatever decision he tried to make or support him anyway that he needed to be himself but I just feel there’s no drive there any more and it makes me really sad because once upon a time he was my best friend but I just feel like I’ve never really felt appreciated. I’ve never really felt special and I’ve never really been able to get in touch with my feminine side because I feel like I’ve always had to make decisions on this family come up with solutions and fix everything when really I’ve just wanted a man to fall back on this whole time I wanted a man to run the home and for me to feel secure and sheltered.Today’s our anniversary and I just don’t feel anything I wanted to fix it I have suggested cancelling it he had to call them I gave him number and he just had to call to meet me half way with the efforts and he hasn’t. When I say should we part he says no I love you and the thing is I love him too but what do I do.