I feel this, so much.
Since u still have a husband you may want to let him know that you desire a woman or else you would be cheating. Whether u act on it or not, just keeping that thought from him alone is already betrayal so consider being open about your feelings and hope it wakes him up to his shortcomings to do better…. If it goes left and he deflects or dismisses your feelings and reasoning then he isnot worth being with if he isn’t making your life happier and more fulfilled.
Ugh I felt this 😭😭😭😭💕