Tilian Robert Jude

Baby boy made it into the world a few weeks early due to complications with his heart rate. He was delivered emergency c section and had the cord wrapped around his neck. He was only 3 weeks early but he never had any steroid shots or anything and unfortunately his lungs still were not developed enough 😭 they first put him on oxygen but he was still working too hard to breathe so they had to transfer him to Savannah to a better icu for babies where they now have him on a cpap machine medicine to help him breathe and oxygen. A few days before his arrival my car started having issues and now I have to come up with the funds to fix my car and get down an hour and a half away to Savannah whenever I'm released from the hospital 😭 not being with him is breaking my heart 💔 I just want to hold my baby and feed him and bond but I'm just left here crying in the hospital and he's there all alone and probably just as scared 😭 please if you believe in God help me pray for my sweet little guy my mama heart just can not take anymore bad news rn. I'm supposed to be resting but i haven't slept one bit and not sure how I will! Here's a picture I got with him wheen they let me say goodbye before taking him in the ambulance 😭