At wits end
I've been with the kids for over 3 weeks without a single hour to myself. I have 9 month and 2 year old, and they just seen me sobbing. I punched a wall out of frustration (not in front of them) and that’snot something I’d do.
I don't feel good enough of a mum and really struggling!! My husband said I can get my break on Saturday (after 1 month of non stop kids, cleaning, cooking) but I don't think I can even get through tomorrow.. I feel so helpless, so broken, and just shit. I’m starting to feel like my kids are better off without me
Your children are never better off without you. You know them best and can nurture them like no one else. I feel like moments like this is a right of passage as a parent. A lot of moms go through this. Reach out to your support system. A friend, a therapist, another parent, a neighbor, anyone that may be able to get you that break you desperately need. I wish you all the best going through this, and you can message anytime. I have been in your shoes!